Posted
2:34 AM
by sport
Misery. Still no smokes. It's virtually impossible to think straight, let alone write in this fucking blog. I just watch tv all day and night. If the physical effects of the cigs were not so pronounced and uncomfortable already I'd probably put off quitting even further, but I can't. The effect I feared has taken hold... brutal exacerbation of an already deep depression / anxiety spiral. It sucks indescribably. I keep writing other lines and immediately deleting them, and that probably means I should stop now. Maybe this whole blog should be permanently shitcanned.